Wouldn't You Like to Know?

How old are you today? 19! Almost done with the teensss

Have you ever dyed your hair? Of courseeee but im letting it go back to my natural color

What is the last movie you watched? Anastatia haha the kids movie

How do you vent anger? Listen to music really loud, get in whatever car i have and speed, call someone or text

What was your favorite childhood toy? ohh thats tough baseball mit and ball

What is on the floor of your closet? shoes boxes laundry basket

What are you most afraid of? Losing my integrity and not being loved

What is your favorite kind of dog? ummm husky or jack russel terrier

Favorite day of the week? I dont have one

You’re offered your own late night talk show. If it were completely up to you, what would you the name of the show to be? "Let me rock your socks off" hahahahaha

Which actor or actress would you want as your first guest? these are all tough questions hahaha Adam Sandler


Can you drive a stick shift? Sadly no but I'm dying to learn.


Which comedian would you want as your first comedy performer? Mitch Hedberg

Which musician or group would you want to be the first musical performer on your show? ben gibbard or city&colour

Which existing song or melody would you select for your theme song if writing something specifically for your show wasn’t an option? Swing Life Away Rise Against

Suppose you could magically go back in time and bring back any performer of any kind, living or dead, to be your first guest: who would you select? Audrey Hepburn!

What's your favorite thing to add vinegar to? um eww

What's something weird you've added to normal food? Im not a fan of putting abnormal things on my food...

Do you think before you speak? I try...but it doesnt always work out so well

Does it make you mad when people stare at you? only if theyre creepers ha

Do you feel awkward when strangers say hi to you? Not at all. usually im the stranger sayin hello hhahha

Are you listening to music right now? nope

What’s your most memorable dream? i have 2..being pushed into a volcano before my baptism and seeing my mother murdered by my Step dad

How many cell phones have you had in your life so far? 4 or 5

Did your parents spoil you as a child? in a way but we lacked what we truly needed from them :,/

Will this weekend be a good one? Hope so!

What are you craving right now? Zzzzzz's.

Have you cried today at all? um yes actually im so overtired

Would you rather get up early or sleep in? Once Im asleep I like to stay that way.

Do you use chapstick? all the time. gotta keep these puckers soft hehe

Are you wearing shorts at the moment? nope that would be last sunday. yes i know its february ha

What is your favorite thing to shop for? music or accessories

What are you listening to at the moment? ppl being loud

Which is worse – being too hot in bed or too cold? umm both are rough

What is the nearest green object to you? a pic frame

Has anything strange happened to you in the past week? not really

What was the last thing you put in your mouth? hahaha wow .. hehehehehe...sherbert

What was the last picture you took of? me and Kyle Poy

Do you wriggle in bed so much that you wake up facing a different way to how you started? hahaha i used to be like that every night.. you cant even imagine how much of a fidgeter i used to be

Do you like yourself? I'm happy to say I do. Obv always things I would like to change but I know Im decent

Are you a girly girl? pssshh if you only knew me...i can def be but not really ...tomboy at heart

Big or small purses? everythings better when its bigger hahahahahahaha

Who was the last person that you cried in front of? Jenni :b

Have you ever crawled through a window? yesss ahaha i was devious and sneaky ..about a year ago

Does coffee wake you up? Nope.doesnt have the same affect it used to

Look behind you, what do you see? A desk

Have you ever worked in a food place? Yep! I work at Panera haha

Do you wear your seat belt in the car? with the way I crash? hecks yes could save my life

Are you happy right now? almost completely just need a car

What do you normally do last thing before going to bed? pray take contacts out and watch an episode of my fav show on the laptop

Do you hurt anywhere? anywhere? try everywhere!!!

Have you smiled today? yep why i cant remember..ahh yes i was stuffing yummy vietnames food into my mouth hahaha

Have you ever had Mike's Hard Lemonade? oh yes me likee

Do you have an iPhone? psshh overrated crap

What was your biggest night time fear as a child?
my dark closet and the dark

How old will you be in four years? 23.5

How old do people normally guess you are? early twentties

How many windows are open on your computer? 2 google and my blog

Is there any jewelery [sic] you always wear? earrings always

Are you a mean person? i can be without meaning to ..hate that

Would you rather have ice cream or cake for dessert? Ice cream cake.. how bout that

This time last year, do you remember who you were dating? umm no i was actually newly broken up

Have you ever had a recurring dream? yeah one i wish would go away..running away from Cindy

What’s under your bed? roller blades, tennis rackets, storage, shoes

Strung Out

I haven't really had the time to blog as much as I would like to as of late. But here's whats new in the life of a "teenager turned adult too soon".
Working like crazy! My body's aching like crazy! Wishing someone would call me like crazy!!! (Which he hasn't!)Lacking sleep which is making me a wee bit grumpy..well more than a wee bit Bahahahaha Desperately needing some good spiritual sustenance along with a reliable car. Miss being in the ministry every other day :/ Had a great time in Natick last night. Cant wait for the 50's party this Friday. Ummm what else..hmmm lemme think wishing one of my friends would come back to the truth. Me thinks I might be going a little crazy..Well I think that s it. For now. Unbearable Sunday morning at Panera is what I look forward to next. night world love, me

Eishhhhh

Ok while I so appreciate having a job, my body does not.4:30am is the time I will be dragging myself out of bed tomorrow morning and it was 6am today. boy oh boy do I feel like an adult. Hahaha anywho better get cracking on what I need to accomplish before bed since I'll be hitting the hay quite early tonight. Adios Everyone.
Love, Me

Always a kid at heart...

I may be nearly twenty years old but I still enjoy cuddling up in bed with a cup of hot cocoa and watching an old disney classic such as The Little Mermaid. Its the perfect movie day - a dreary grim sky and no plans at all. Although I will be studying shortly and getting ready for my meeting. But after that, I will be back in bed to delight in some more classics. I bid thee farewell. Haha
Love, Me

Ughhh, What's a girl to do?

Now look at us. Now we have drifted away
Into deep, darkened shadows of our life yesterday.

You're no longer in touch. You drifted and went
Into a new life of happiness where you were sent.
But my memories of us will always remain
And at this very moment I still carry your name.

I wish you the best. My love to you, dear.
And I'll hold close those memories of the two of us near

*But now I am moving on...Making room in my heart for someone else

My knees start to shake
When you're in sight
My mind is filled with wonder
My heart with fright.

When will this feeling stop?
When did it start?
How can i listen to my mind,
without breaking my heart?

I'm so confused
What should I do?
I can't think of anything
Except you.

Should I ignore you,
or just give it time?
I can't think straight,
I won't allow this treacherous
heart to control my mind.

I see skies of blue....Louis Armostrong had it right

Hello readers! I'm happy to report that as previously predicted, my week changed for the better. The last three days have been quite exceptional. A little bit of stress of course but what would life be without something to make us whince and complain ? ....oh right! That would be the New System of things hahaha
(Details of the passing time to follow - I promise)
But I should be going as I have a room to finish moving around and organizing...Its quite a project let me tell you!
Ohhhhh btw, buying things off the Internet absolutely sucks! The pictures are positively decieving. "Nothing is as it seems!!!" Hahaha Buyers Beware for as many times as you enter that Debit/Credit Card #, you are being made a fool without even the slightest recognition. Bahahahaha
As Always
Love, Moi

The Ice Is Getting Thinner

We're not the same, dear, as we used to be.
The seasons have changed and so have we.
There was little we could say, and even less we could do
To stop the ice from getting thinner under me and you.

We bury our love in the wintery grave
A lump in the snow was all that remained.
But we stayed by its side as the days turned to weeks
And the ice kept getting thinner with every word that we'd speak.

And when spring arrived
We were taken by surprise when the floes under our feet bled into the sea
And nothing was left for you and me.

We're not the same, dear,
And it seems to me
There's nowhere we can go
With nothing underneath.
And it saddens me to say
But we both know, well, it's true
That the ice was getting thinner
Under me and you.
The ice was getting thinner
Under me and you.

Beautiful and moving. When artists come out with songs like this, you know that we all carry the same pain in our hearts at one time or another. Who doesn't experience a drifting from your beloved one? The sad reality that sometimes parting ways is best though its not always easy or desired...I love music. *sigh*...Reminds me of Eccl 3 where it mentions there is a time to give up what is lost.

Good morning and good night ..for real this time haha ...Love, J.